Your uncle repeats, “Omwana ggwe, oli bulungi?” awaits your response.
You sit on the bed, alone. Your mother’s eyes, urging. Your response:
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Bedroom walls pass tremors from railways. They peel
the baby blue paint. This is how your ends speak to you.
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A VHS tape plays in a corner. Your mother and father run this
for visitors–convince them you had a voice.
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A 4-year-old’s cries, familiar, echo from the speakers, fade
into backgrounds alongside wrinkled portraits.
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From a tooth mark in your bed frame, a splinter pokes, asks
whether you also know the feeling of scarcely belonging.
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Your mother has wondered at times if you exist somewhere
between realms of seen and unseen. A ghost child.
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Your pillow holds a softcover prayer book, Christ on its back.
Your father wonders whether it’s a question of faith.
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The ghosts may be speaking to you. May be ready to return
their hold on your tongue. You try to ask them. –
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The tape finished a while ago. White noise breaks,
prickled, patchy, then stops.
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Within the silence, – —“Omwana ggwe. Ogenda. Kugamba. Ki?”
——————– ——–“Child. What. Is. Your. Response?”
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