a trail slicks back,
leading to those
unvisited, dark places.
road construction
crews, emblazoned
with orange vests,
mend a burst
water main,
making the street
as untractable
as glass.
the traffic jams,
bumper-to-bumper.
in the rearview,
I see a woman as
she affixes
her lipstick.
I understand
the compulsion
to make repairs.
monoxide exhaust
fumes through
the heater
into my car.
waking, I am
in my bedroom
in the afternoon
after working
the nightshift
at the truckstop.
twenty years old.
a reminder
lingers on my
hanging
clothes.
within the dust
of the sunlight,
such perfect
and ugly symmetry.