To understand nothing finally but the sly betrayals,
the way the body suffers indignities at rest
or responds to the lightest touch in sleep;
the way we mooch across the carpet in shoddy slippers
with a cup of tea, as though that tea might save us.
Last night I walked the tenements of every hour –
bedroom, toilet, kitchen, dammit – surprised
by the modicum of space, the frankness of fridge and door
and the cold resorts; stood unverved in makeshift lights,
then snapped them off to a scorch of dark.
Only in glimpses can we know what we are born for;
all morning the back door stands wide in alarm
on the ease of rain that is pardoning the garden,
the wind chimes jostling for their claim on sound.

Supported by Arts Council England